EOYs are OVERRR (partially at least)

Everyone has been on this superrrr relaxed mood since last Friday. Including me of course. I mean with all the humans subj.s a.k.a heavy memorising subjects over I can't help. Sadly, there's still Science nad Chinese Paper 2. Not to mention, MA paper 1 :((((

Sigh. Maths was a killer on FRiday. And everyone just came out looking superrr depressed :((( I think my math standard has dropped. After PSLE i toook toooooo long a break I guess. I used to be able to take half the time to finish the paper but now :((( I just managed to finish on time. No checking even!!! :OOOOOO
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Dear dear. Nowadays, I 'm quite confused with myself. /: As usual. While I',m hoping that this time I won't end up walking myself off a cliff. I can't help but be concern if I'm already near the cliff. Of course given my "no turning back" mindset I'm not surprised. Still, I wonder if I'm giving too much. I know this is ridiculously selfish and I'm disgusted with myself as I talk but... Am i taking too little.

Sighs. I dunno why ppl tend to think I'm "strong" or "perfect" or whatever. They seem blinded by my show that they don't see my flaws. That mask of mine has this like magical ability to hide all of this /: So confusing.

I realised that if I ever get stalked then my blog would just reveal everything about me xDDDD I type and "talk" too much. But everything I'm thinking is well in my head. So I'm writing as I think. Which is what makes it dangerous since anyone with basic cognitive/psychology? thinking would be able to know like everything about me. dear dear... Maybe that's why it's good that I have a low traffic. You know? Typical in ny.. BORING. I'm not any high profile social queen(freak) so yeah :D

Science on Monday. Forgot all my bio terms :(((( Back to mugging like a no lifer i guess :((

Min?